🙃in the middle of nowhere

In the middle of scrolling through what-not insta reels
avoiding FOMO by gluing eyes to ads in-between youtube videos
reading missable ads that camouflage in the middle of quora Q&A’s
giving a straight face to those faces on senseless memes
stagnancy hits you

In the middle of adjusting and whipping your glasses
blurring vision for looking constantly at irrelevant things
fingers pausing to type and yet typing all-things-random
being okay-notOkay-yetOkay with your haggard appearance  
life questions you

For the swollen eyes, numb mind, cold heart
refuge is taken under songs, quotes, and vices
ted-talks, ott energy vampire, and meds-n-beds
in lotus position where the monkey mind is always unstill
and there, the quagmire existence still haunts you